What's holding me back?

Grey's anatomy season 5 finale was awesome. It was so great! I never watch a series which could touched my heart so deeply, tears fell as if the scene was actually happen in my life. Oh gosh, it really touches my heart.

Well, been busy revising recently, but sometimes something will eventually make me think. I love to think, think about myself, think about life, think about the people. Watching greys always reminded me of appreciating lives, appreciating what we have, and appreciating the people we love. They are ambitious, they do what they want to achieve; but me, been thinking so long and couldn't make a firm decision.

What is holding me back? What is actually holding me back? I am on a webpage where I just need to click on a button and pay for the master deposit, but till now I think I still need more courage. But why? What am I thinking about? Thinking about 2 years life in UK is more than enough, is time to go back? Thinking about give up Sheffield I might regret? Thinking that I might not used to the life in London? Or thinking that I don't have the confident to make it? Yeah, I am not confident, where's my confident gone? I don't know.

I overheard the phrase “有梦就要勇敢地去追”. Why I chose to study psychology at the first place? Because that is what I like, what I want. I think I know what to do now, to pay the deposit, to study hard, taking my first step to achieve my dream! Bless me!

And to all my friends, if you have a dream, go for it!

决定。选择

我患了“选择恐惧症”, 我没信心說服自己我做的决定一定是对的。

有些决定或许会影响我接下来的人生。

每一天都在逃避，迟迟不肯做决定。

我害怕，所以我怯步了，我犹豫了，我迷惘了。

请保佑我！

Dinner and Dance

Just an instant update. Went to the Dinner and Dance organized by Sheffield's Malaysian and Singaporean Society (MASSOC). Some pictures from the night:

~Hmm...~

~Joan.H Yiang.Dolly.Muriel~

~Hugz~

~My dearest coursemate~

~Jocelyn and me~

~Florence and me~

~Joule, Joseph, and me~

~The gals~

~Us again~