Random. My Life

Not knowing much is good, especially for a gal? According to somebody, guys normally will go for gals who seem like they need protection. Hmm, I wonder, wonder, wonder... Do all guys behave like that? They don't like a gal who seems strong and tough, and can do most of things by their own? They don't like a gal who is smart, clever, independent and confident? Pig Papa told me before "be weak in order to be strong". Papa and Dao Yong ah kong always come out with their evil thoughts, to train their daughter/grand-daughter to be evil, as evil as she could. She has loads of evil thoughts, evil plans, but apparently she is just too kind for all these, because she is KIND. She will not hurt people! Lol...

Okay, I realize I eat a lot recently, until to the extent that some people started to call me fatty. Gosh, I am a fatty, how possible it is? Just finish Khan's chicken karai and whole plate of rice, steal Muriel's nasi briyani a bit, damn, I am now so full. I'm been eating a lot since Easter Break, my face is getting rounder and rounder, tummy is 2 months old. What to do? I enjoy eating, I love delicious food and deserts. Porridge steamboat coming up soon, host by Aunty Joan, but don't know when. Planning to go over London to look for Kai Lun before he going back Malaysia, but still arranging my timetable, hopefully everything goes smooth.

Oh, that day after rainning, it was rainbow on the sky. It's so awesome, very beautiful. Normally I only see part of the rainbow in Malaysia, but that day I saw the whole curve of the rainbow, just like a colorful bridge. It made up my day, though I remember I was kind of pissed of someone that day.

~Rainbow from my room's window~

~Rainbow~

~Winter goes, spring comes~

Went to clubbing with my buddy and my ah lui last Friday. Not as much as "kakis" like last time, but it's still fun. Because my buddy is a "kaki" clubbing (kaki Maison) as well. We found that our previous life in Sheffield is quite dead, all the photos are about eating and travelling only. So, we decided to pick up our happening life back in KL, know more friends, get more clubbing "kakis", and live a happy life. Hahaha, get back to "pou jing" life.

Clubbing here not as exciting as in Malaysia, different culture, different environment, different music, different feelings.. I still miss those days back, with my "family", must mention the names here-->Kalvin, Yen, Dao Yong, Florence, Melvin, Michele, Carol, Finny, Rebin, Khe Kong, Peggy, She Fong, more and more............ I miss y0u guys, miss those days...

Here are some pictures when we went clubbing in Sheffield :

~Gals~

~ Joan, Muriel, and Dolly~

Sick Fish

I am sick.

I wish I am home now.

I wish someone could be by my side.

Sick in oversea is terrible,

everything by myself.

Two months is not far away,

but I just wanna go home.

Procrastination's thoughts

I wonder why I am so tired recently. At the same time, I just don't have the mood to do anything. I know I just need a good rest, a really good rest. Final exam is coming soon, STRESS! And now, I need to decide for my final year research project and final year essay topic. Due date is near, but I just lazy to use my brain to think about it. Sigh, I know I shouldn't be procrastinating, but I just couldn't get my mind clear enough to think about all these stuffs. Tell me, what should I do to stop procrastinating?!!

Have a talk with my buddy last nite. We agree there is no turning back for certain thing. When a gal loves you deeply, she is willing to do anything without complaining. Even when you hurt her, when you don't appreciate whatever she does, she's still willing to wait for you. But hey, everyone has his/her own limit. When a gal decide to leave you, she means it. Now, you regret and want to learn how to appreciate her. You do so many things to touch her heart, but sad to say, when the feeling is gone, IT'S GONE! No matter how much you do, no feeling, we found the thing you do is very irritating and totally meaningless. The only thing we can say is "everything is too late, is too late for all these, there's no turning back!"

I am just generally speaking from the perception of a gal, no offence. No matter is a guy or gal, appreciate the person who cares so much of you, appreciate the person who loves you, who will stand beside you no matter what happen. Appreciate the person who appreciate you! Don't let everything become a past tense, you just know how to appreciate, but most of the time it's too late! Appreciate what you have, appreciate the present! Don't do something you will regret in the future! It's no point regret if it's already over.

Okay, I know I being crappy in this post. But, I just feel like blogging rather than thinking of my research topic or studying. Somebody out there, please motivate me and support me!!!

p/s: Hey dude, don't forget our EVIL PLANS!!!! Muahahahaha......

Updated. My Life

Tired and exhausted best decribing me now.

Hmm, as usual, you guys know me well, I like to fantasize. Went to Chatsworth House, how I wish my house got such a huge and beautiful garden. I dream again, imagining I have a huge garden, when I am unhappy, I will hide myself at one corner in the garden and don't let anyone find me. Or I will run to the hill next to my house, laying on the grass, looking at the sky. How nice the life could be, I wonder.

~Garden in Chatsworth House~

~The house and the garden~

Just like last time, I used to look at the house from HELP level four and dreaming. Now, I started to dream again, dream dream dream.

Apart from that, it happened to be so lucky I am able to see the football stars from Liverpool FC and Arsenal FC from a close distance. Football is like everything for British, they love football to the extent which I was so impress when I myself experienced it in Anfield, Liverpool. However, the tickets are so so expensive, 150 pounds, oh man, I am speechless...

But, the feeling and atmosphere in the stadium were happening, crowded, and lively. It's amazing................

~Players got down from the coach~

~Crowd outside Anfield~

Just submit my 70% essay. Hopefully it would be alright! After the essay, I already half dead! Thanks shao ye for accompany me in the library till late night and all the motivations!

After all these, it's time to have a break and get back to my normal uni life--> Study!!

Snowy snowy Spring

It's has been snowing for two days. Snowing in the spring,
hmm.... I wonder.........
I walked along the road while it was snowing, it's freezing cold.
I tried to catch the snow using my hand,
is either I couldn't touch the snow, or the snow will melt once it reached my hands.

It's just like something which is not belong to me,
I try to catch it, I try to hold it,
but I just couldn't get it at all...
Even if I able to get it, it's no more that something I want.
Perhaps life is always like that, we will never get what we want!

I'm just too tired and exhausted,
I just need a good rest,
sleeping in the snowy night could be warm as well!
Nitez everyone~