Dinner and Dance

Just an instant update. Went to the Dinner and Dance organized by Sheffield's Malaysian and Singaporean Society (MASSOC). Some pictures from the night:

~Hmm...~

~Joan.H Yiang.Dolly.Muriel~

~Hugz~

~My dearest coursemate~

~Jocelyn and me~

~Florence and me~

~Joule, Joseph, and me~

~The gals~

~Us again~

I love Spring

Spring is here!!! Flowers everywhere!! Nice and sunny weather, days longer than nights, I love I love, I love spring... Last year Easter, I've been to York, this year Easter, I went to York too! I like York for no reasons, just like it!

~I love Flowers~

~Enjoying Spring~

~Whee~

~Cool~

~I love this pic~

~The rare sunny weather in UK~

~The wonderful Spring time~

I hate this

I am such a indecisive person!!! =(

I hate this, I hate the indecisive me! Indecisive in everything!

《再别康桥》

偶然听到了一首很不错的歌，唤起了我中学时期背诵名句精华的日子。这首新诗本来就是很有意思，林宥嘉独特的嗓音把《再别康桥》唱得更有感觉，我听了觉得很感动，很有意境。康桥离我不远，我想因该找天到那一游，然后也找找达胜。

再别康桥

作者：徐志摩 曲：西楼 主唱：林宥嘉

轻轻的我走了，正如我轻轻的来；

我轻轻的招手，作别西天的云彩。　

那河畔的金柳，是夕阳中的新娘；

波光里的艳影，在我的心头荡漾。　

软泥上的青荇，油油的在水底招摇；

在康河的柔波里，我甘心做一条水草！　

那榆荫下的一潭，不是清泉，是天上虹；

揉碎在浮藻间，沉淀着彩虹似的梦。　

寻梦？撑一支长篙，

向青草更青处漫溯；

满载一船星辉，在星辉斑斓里放歌。　

但我不能放歌，悄悄是别离的笙箫；

夏虫也为我沉默，沉默是今晚的康桥！　

悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来；

我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。

p/s : MELVIN MAH should thank me, introducing such a nice song and enhanced your knowledge in mandarin!! DAO YONG: Thanks for the Yoga's album first... Woohoo~ I introduce you nice song too!!

Dilemma

I am in a dilemma, I am lost, I don't know whether to stay back in UK for Masters or go back?

Master in Organisational Psychiatry and Psychology in King's College? I am so interested in it, but there's always a BUT. I feel guilty to spend my dad's money. I was wondering how many years my dad need to work to earn that money? And zOoM... it gone all the money if I decided to continue study. I am always impress of my dad, I respect him and I love him for giving us the best! Well, I will try to apply for funding/scholarship, hopefully my degree results will go well.

I should make up my mind A.S.A.P, but I am avoiding it, avoiding myself to think about it.

So PLEASE, DOLLY LOONG, be motivated and think about it seriously. Once decide, TAKE ACTION!

Random Update

Hello everyone!! Happy easter!!

Done with my dissertation and having a 3 weeks holiday now. Suddenly have the feel to update my blog, just to write down my feeling and my thoughts. These few days, the weather in Sheffield is good, sunny and warmer. I was sitting in front of the St. Paul fountain with my ice-cream, I saw many people sitting/relaxing on the grass, children playing in the fountain, and everyone looks happy and cheerful. That moment, I feel warm and calm. Now I understand why British so so love sunny day. Yeah, it is a huge different on people's feeling, expression, and mood between spring and winter, I know that!

Long time I never browse through people's blog, suddenly feel like reading people's blog but sadly most of my close friends did not update their blog for a long time. Any interesting blog to introduce? I am more interested in people writing about their thoughts, feelings, and their point of view on everything. More philosophical, so I can get some inspiration. I came true a singer's blog, who I personally think he is quite good and interesting both on his singing talent and personality. Well, I am interested in different people's experiences and how they feel about their experiences.

I feel glad sometimes that I am still able to live my own simple life while others might wish they have a simple life. People, when you are living a simple life, you wish you are somebody; when you are somebody, you wish you could live a simple life, coz we'll never satisfy. I have my ambition and dreams, but it is always not easy to reach out to your dream. Sometimes I will think my dream are far far away from me; but it's because I haven't step out, I haven't try. Perhaps when I take the first step, when I found my courage and faith, eventually dream is not too far from, because I am moving towards my dream.

Wish my dreams will come true! Wish everyone's dreams will come true too!

Me and my dissertation

Been busy for my dissertation recently, besides stress and worry, I don't know how to describe my feeling now. Thought passed up my first draft, then I can relax for a while. Yes I did; but today when I received feedback from my supervisor, OMG, I am so disappointed! Disappointed and angry of myself, because I think I can do better, because sometimes I just procrastinate too much.

Came to UK to study sometimes makes me think that I am not as competent as other people, I am not as hardworking and smart as other people. I feel inferior sometimes, especially when meeting my supervisor and some coursemates. Sometimes, it reminds me of my high school life, when I thought I was as academically competent as other peers, when little effort was needed. Thinking of my previous performances make me feel even more inferior now. Now, I spend months for one assignment, but sometimes the outcome is not equally same as the efforts.

Second year here, seems like I don't really have much fun compared to last year. No more traveling, no more hanging around, no more relaxing where people always perceive study in UK is having so much fun and so relaxing. Oh well, people only see the happily traveling moments but never see the time when we are struggling. Travel travel, I wanna take a break from Sheffield, RIGHT NOW!

Well well, one more week, one more week then I'll be temporarily free--> 3 weeks Easter break!

Conclusion: Sometimes study is so tiring, I might need a break from study.. Bless me, bless my dissertation will be great! =)